Can't believe November just sped right through my life like that.

Before I knew it, we're well on our way to the third week of December; that Christmas is almost quite literally just around the corner.

Parang kailan lang ang Sembreak, tapos ngayon sobrang lapit nalang ng Pasko. Kahit na sobrang iksi lang ng Christmas break namin, I can't help but look forward for it because now that SOMallville's over, I'm feeling kinda out of it na for school. This is of course a bad thing but yeah, it's the truth. Nothing ever inspires me to go to school than org-related stuff. Hay. I think the same goes for other Ateneans :))

fkjsdfgngkf birthday blech

wala akong masabi. typical bouts of depression nanaman ako. first for the month, of course. pero bv rin kasi first time to since the sembreak started. bv, dapat gv lang lagi pag sembreak pero bakit ganitoooo

di ko pa nga mawari bakit e. mawari, amp. maisip kasi. bv. nagsasalita nanaman ako mag-isa

Day 02- The meaning behind your Tumblr name and Day 03- A picture of you and your friends

Simple, I love Bloc Party. (Plus the fact that I can't have "bluestlight"/ "sohereweare" and any other songs from the said band to be the name of my blog because it's not available.)

Anyway, I'm gonna move on to the topic for Day 3. Here are some pictures from the past week.

Funny, I posted the photos ALMOST chronologically correct. Haha. Cheers to SOM Sanggu, IV-8 friends and the Batangas crew. :)

Day 1: A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

Okay, so the recent picture I chose is one from yesterday when my friends Berni, Pearl, Sarah, Law, Catrine and I went to MCHS after having lunch in Tboy.

We went up to the classrooms despite not being allowed to do so and the ate guards even radioed us up telling us we weren't allowed to go up to our classrooms. :( But it's okay, we had the chance to take nice pictures naman e though I realized that I really, really, really miss high school. But blah. I don't feel like talking too much about it.

But boo, I'm skipping that 15 interesting facts! That's way too tedious. Haha.

Why do I have a feeling that I won't be able to accomplish this 30-day thing?

Oh, I'm gonna fill you with entries.

Since I'm figuring that the sem break would be boring half of the time, I'm gonna go ahead and join the bandwagon and try to accomplish this. But oh man day 1 palang nakakatamad na. 15 interesting facts?! How vain could that be wahaha. Wish me luck, hope I won't get too lazy to NOT finish this. Hah!

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02- The meaning behind your Tumblr name
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- Pictures of Somewhere You’ve Been To
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about Tumblr and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Who are you

Dahil sa miss ko na ang kwarto ko.

Ilang araw na ako 'di natutulog sa kwarto ko. Namiss ko bigla. Kapad di ako natutulog sa kwarto ko, nakatambak lang lahat ng bagay sa kama. So kanina lang inayos ko. Namiss ko e. Namiss ko kama ko, namiss ko ang maingay kong aircon. Miss ko lang.

There's no place like your home in your home.... enk, corny.

Well nagpapaka-batugan nanaman ako ngayon kasi tapos ko na ang Fil paper ko. Konting revisions nalang at ipiprint ko na. Oo sobrang nagagalak ako. Sana simulan ko na rin yung English paper ko para tapos na. Tapos sana simulan ko na rin yung poster sa ES.

Bakit ganun? Exempted na ako sa ES exam dapat wala nang something na nagbobother sakin sa subject na ito. Huhu oh well.

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Dahil sobrang lapit na ng sembreak, kailangan kong lubusin ang 3-week break ko. As of now, ito ang game plan:

16-17 - SOM Sanggu PLEVSEM

18 - jogging, School for AJMA Summit GA

19 - jogging, try selling stuff on eBay, read HP7

20 - jogging / gym (amp hahah) at SF Shang, pack

21 - CHICK FLICK MOVIE MARATHON with mah girlz, IV-8 reunion <33333

22-23 - AJMA Summit

23-24 - Nina's Birthday Bash **CHECK GRADES ON AISIS**

25 - RESTTT, eBay, book

26 - jogging, RESTTT, eBay, book --> possible hangout day with Block O girls (Ace Water Spa)

27 - jogging, RESTTT, eBay, book --> possible hangout day with Block O girls or IV-8 girls

28 - jogging, rest, eBay, book --> possible hangout day with Block O girls

29 - jogging, rest, eBay, book --> possible hangout day with Block O girls or Snowmen

30 - Ibay's Halloween party! **ONLINE ENLISTMENT: 10:30am-12nn**

31 - jogging, REST, hangout with family!

1 - province? if not, possible hangout day with Block O girls or IV-8 girls (scary movies marathon) or Snowmen (swimming!!)

2 - province? if not, possible hangout day with Block O girls or IV-8 girls (scary movies marathon) or Snowmen (swimming!!)

3 - possible hangout day with Block O girls or IV-8 girls (scary movies marathon) or Snowmen (swimming!!); if not: book, Blue Christmas stuff, jogging **REGISTRATION FOR 2ND SEM**

4 - possible hangout day with Block O girls or IV-8 girls (scary movies marathon) or Snowmen (swimming!!); if not: book, Blue Christmas stuff, jogging

5 - possible hangout day with Block O girls or IV-8 girls (scary movies marathon) or Snowmen (swimming!!); if not: book, Blue Christmas stuff, jogging

6 - possible hangout day with Block O girls or IV-8 girls (scary movies marathon) or Snowmen (swimming!!); if not: book, Blue Christmas stuff, jogging

7 - Ateneo Law Blue Race (yes may culminating activity pa ang plano kong pagjojogging); LAST SEM BREAK DAY NOOOO

and some other responsibilities like.... Shindig sponsors, SOM '14 shirts. Tapos gusto ko rin sana panoorin ang Glee at Vampie Diaries. HIMYM na rin. Hope I'm not missing anything.

Teka, break muna.

May na-realize lang kasi ako. Halos every week may bago akong crush. Ba't ganun? Haha. Nakakatawa lang e. Four weeks ago, yung dude na taga-ComTech. Three weeks ago, ewan, 'di ko masyadong maalala. Last week, yung dalawang magka-halos-pangalan (yep you heard right dalawa haha). This week, iba nanaman. Even before that may crush rin ako for a week na taga-UP. Meron rin before that yung sa AIESEC. After that sa AJMA naman. Ayos ah.

Pero ang tanong parin e: bakit hanggang crush lang?

hahah kainis e. Lahat naman ng crush ko, mga crush lang from afar. Like wtf! Haha, pwede ba akong 'di maging ambisosya for a week? Pero hindi rin talaga mapipilit, e. Ba't ganun? Ba't ganun?

Well, alam ko namang walang sasagot sakin niyan. Anyway sobrang what the hell lang kasi ng hell week. Ang masakit pa, feel na feel ko na talaga ang sembreak at tinatamad na talaga ako gumawa ng mga papers. Alam mo naman kasi ako, uninspired. BV lang 'no?

At least tapos na ang debate. Tapos yung poster, well, madali nalang naman na yun. Medyo 2/5 done rin naman ako sa Fil. Nag-aalala lang ako dun sa Lit video, Eng paper at ES project. Oh my gooosh. Teka panic mode na ako bukas pag bukas wala pa samin yung info. (Wala lang, gusto ko lang mag-panic,pero as if naman sisimulan ko naman kagad yung part ko sa paper once lumabas na yun no?)

Anyway naalala ko lang na may kailangan akong gawin! Bye

Siya nga pala.

Di ko rin talaga maisip kung bakit B lang grade namin sa Fil presentation. Ano nanaman ba pagkukulang ng group namin? Okay guys, it's official. I really think one of my blockmates hates me. And it's not him. Hahaha. It's...

Kagulo lang.

Alam mo tancha ko never na ako makakagawa ng matinong post para sa bago kong blog na ito. Pero bahala na. Kailan ko ba sineryoso ang pagbblog, diba?

Well ito kasi ang drama ng buhay ko ngayon: gusto ko na ata siya. Ewan. Baka lang naman. May chance din namang hindi dahil... sa aming circumstance (or lack, thereof). Kaya 'di ko rin masabi. Pero according dun sa first page na lumalabas sa Google pag sinearch ko ang "how to know if you like a guy".... Ito raw ang symptoms (see list below). Kaso di rin naman klaro e. Either-or ba yan? Kasi hay. Hindi ko na alam. Ayaw ko rin namang iexplicitly say rito kung bakit hindi ko masabi kung gusto ko nga ba talaga. Anyway, dahil bored ako at ayaw ko pang mag-aral for my uber-cool Math 1 LT, ibobold ko yung mga tingin kong applicable sakin.

1. Notice what you think about when you think of the guy. If thinking of him makes you nervous, excited or happy, you probably have a crush on him.
2. Notice whenever you try to go to the same exact place where he is. For example, when you are in school, you pass by his locker, or the places where you know he may be.
3. Notice whenever you try to make a guy jealous. This may be a sign you like him.
4. Notice if you talk to your friends about him a lot.
5. Notice whenever you try to get his attention.
6. Notice if you try to make friends with his friends, or keep finding reasons to get close to him.
7. Notice whenever you try to get information about him.
8. Count how many times you think about him a day. If you think about him more than several times, you probably like him.
9. Notice, how many times you've tried to google his name and how many times you've tried to search his personal page on MYSPACE or other social networking site.
10. Notice if your friend says you blush whenever he's around or his name is mentioned.
11. Notice if you feel jealous when he's around other girls and / or flirts with them
12. Notice if your friends tell you that you were staring at him, and you don't even realize it.
13. If you talk about him in one of your conversations to anybody who will listen, he is stuck in your mind, and you probably like him.
14. When you're getting dressed in the morning before school you always think "Will _____ like this?" Or something similar
15. You look forward to the one class you have with him or, you are so thankful you have more than one class with him.
16. Notice if you think about him in the most random moments.
17. If you're shy, notice when you avoid eye contact and blush when you are around him.
18. If you walk by him and always glance over to see if he noticed you.
19. You think about him the most and always have a smile on your face if you do.
20. You remember incidents or moments you've had with him.
21. Notice if you always look to see where he is.
22. You might act differently with him than with other guys.
23. Notice if your friend says that you were doing something to get his attention, but you didn't even know that you did.
24. When you go to school you always see if he is there that day or you're always wanting to go just to see him.
25. Notice if you always think of reasons, especially the small ridiculous reasons, to talk to him or to continue a conversation.
26. Notice if you are the first one to text him or to start a conversation with him.
27. You can't sleep well.
28. Notice if you get a sudden thrill whenever you hear his name.
29. Your always thinking "Does my hair look good?" or something like that.
30. Think if you want to hug or kiss him!!
31. Finally, the biggest sign that there is: Were you thinking of him as you read this whole page? Did you search for this article so you could find out if you were crushing on him? If the answer to both of those is "Yes," then you like him a lot!

Boom lang naman yung number 31. Di rin siya tumagos no?

So much for my first post. Hay bahala na. Di ko dapat iniisip 'tong bagay na 'to, since most probably 'di rin naman niya ako iniisip nang ganito. At saka, ibang girl na ata gusto niya e. Paano ko nalaman? Edi nang-fish ako. Although hindi yung full-pledged fish, gets? Yung para bang nakahuli lang tapos binalik sa dagat.

Gets, may ganun pang metaphor?

Sige. Ako na ang makata.

Goodbye.